I AM: not: ugly.
I HURT: deeply.
I LOVE: my babies.
I HATE: stupidity.
I FEAR: loneliness.
I HOPE: against all odds.
I HEAR: the voices in my head.

I WILL: not be the one who saves you.
I CRAVE: the things I cannot have.
I REGRET: hasty decisions.
I CRY: less than I used to.
I CARE: far too much.
I ALWAYS: try to maintain control.
I LONG TO: realize my dreams.
I FEEL ALONE: most of the time.
I LISTEN: as long as I’m needed.
I HIDE: as little as possible.
I DRIVE: more carefully with my kids in the car.
I SING: along with the music.
I DANCE: very little.
I WRITE: when it suits me.
I PLAY: less than I should.
I MISS: quite a bit.
I SEARCH: for true happiness.
I LEARN: something old everyday.
I FEEL: stretched to my limits.
I KNOW: what it feels like to be desired.
I SAY: the truth.
I SUCCEED: at most everything I put my mind to.
I FAIL: when I don’t care to succeed.
I DREAM: about worlds I rarely remember.
I SLEEP: whenever my life will let me.
I WONDER: what my life would be like if I had made different decisions.
I WANT: everything.
I WORRY: about the things I can control.
I HAVE: everything I have ever asked for.
I GIVE: until it hurts.
I FIGHT: the darkness, when it comes.
I WAIT: for the next day to start
I NEED: a set path.
I AM: my own worst enemy.
I THINK: far too often than is good for me.
I CAN’T HELP THE FACT THAT: I am never satisfied.
I SIT: in my own little world.

IF I WERE A STONE: I’d be a standing stone at the center of Four Quarters.
IF I WERE A TREE: I’d be a weeping willow.
IF I WERE A BIRD: Hummingbird.
IF I WERE AN INSECT: Ant.
IF I WERE A MACHINE: Food Processor.
IF I WERE A TOOL: Hammer.
IF I WERE A FRUIT: Orange.
IF I WERE A FLOWER: Rose.
IF I WERE A KIND OF WEATHER: Storm.
IF I WERE A MYTHICAL CREATURE: Harpy.
IF I WERE A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT: Piano.
IF I WERE AN ANIMAL: Frog.
IF I WERE ANYTHING IN THE WORLD: Shadow.
IF I WERE A COLOR: Plaid.
IF I WERE A FRAGRANCE: Rain.
IF I WERE AN EMOTION: Unease.
IF I WERE A STATE OF MIND: Determined.
IF I WERE A VEGETABLE: Potato.
IF I WERE A SOUND: Screaming.
IF I WERE A BOOK: Cookbook.
IF I WERE A SONG: Unrequited love song.
IF I WERE AN ELEMENT: Gold.
IF I WERE AN ELEMENT: Fire.

This page was last updated on 05/18/04